i Stand Here For All 25-years  Of My LiFe
LooKing Back To ThOse Memories LiKe a FlasHin’ LIgHt
RaNdOm-Selected MoMents ThaT been Through
MAde Me Realised wHo I am

JUst LiKe aN Egg
Hard on itS OutSide
BuT veRy FragiLe insiDe

Can’T LIVe witHouT BelOveD oNe, FamIly dan FrienDs
who I care More Than My SelF
and WiLL give EveRythin’ jusT to Make TheM HappY
its Strengthen Me JusT to see Them Smile or eVen Laugh

I’m GLAd To Be Here TodaY
Coz’ EveRy SingLE SmiLE…
EveRy SingLE LauGhTer…
EveRy SingLE MisTakes..
and EveRy SingLE Tears…
ThaT 4JJI Brought 2 Me aLL This Years
Had Made Me wHo I am TodaY

i HoPe i’m NOT just NObODY..
But SoMeBodY for EveRyBody
i PlaYed My RoLe The Best WaY That I couLd..
but..
i’m OnLy HUMan WitH NO PerFecTiOn…

whuahahaha…
Alhamdulillah BGT bs nyampe umur segini…
Amien Ya ALLAH…
Gw PikiR DuLuw yg NaManya 1/4 Abad Tuwh dah TuwIeR bgt ;p
anD once i Had PlaNned to get Married at that Aged..
but SuRpRiSE !!!
i’m aLLreadY 25 and SinGLE !!!
Whuah.. NABOK bgt deh Ye.. wkakakakaka..
& yg Bikin +KageT lagi… sKarang Gw Blm KebAyanG ma YG NAmaNya NIkaH
ah mungkin Krn Ga Ada caLonnye Aje x Ye..hehehhe
kasian d gw… gak lakuw… =))

Kalo KaTanYa BuKu GramEdia neh, Harusnya Gw ntuh..
YOunG, SingLe and HaPpy…hehe
boro2 deh ;p
udah ga Young…eh ..gak hepi PuLaK… :((
KnPa Ya ???  hemmm….
ATo Mungkin Gw ajah x Ye.. YanG KuRang BsYuKUr Ma ni HidUP..
HaRusNYa Mah Gw KUdu…

- AlHamDuLillah…. UDah di Kasi WAktu HiduP mPe sKg ..MasIh Bs B’NApas..seHat
                             dan MeniKmaTi SMua CipTaaN dan KEbesaRan MU…

- AlHamDuLillah…. Masi Py OrangTua LengKap..ADiK yg BotaK dan Item..KeluarGa
    besar, SAHabaT dan TeMan2  Yg PedULi & saYang Ma Gw…
    Thxz Yak..

- AlHamDuLillah…. dah Py KerJaaN at d’MoMenT..(HopIng 4 a BEtteR 1..)

- AlHamDuLillah…. Bisa NgeLewAtin EveRy SinGle CoBaaN iDup WaLOPun HaRus
   JatOh BanGUn..& terSeoK- seOk….*HalaH gaya amet bahasanye ;p

WeLl…TerNYata….
I’m Not that UNFOrTuNaTE AFTER ALL…
-ALHamDuLiLLaHiRrobbiL aLaMieN-

010706/02:58:23

by daniel PowTer…

Where is the moment when we need it the most …. |:-/ hikz|
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky’s faded to grey
They tell me your passion’s gone away …|iyah KayaKnya|
And I don’t need no carrying on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee to go…|whuahahaha..iya banget|
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces every time ..|yup..yup..that’s right!!!|
And I don’t need no carrying on

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around … |jadi maluw :">|
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie…. |my another white lies…|
You work at a smile and you go for a ride….|my usual faked smile :D|
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day..|hu..huw..huw..|

Well you need a blue sky holiday ..|iya banget..mauw..mauw holiday|
The point is they laugh at what you say .. |:((|
And I don’t need no carrying on

You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out Wrong…. |iyah…|
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that Strong…|i hope…hope banget..|
Well I’m not wrong.. |iye2..mudah2an ajah kagak salah|

So where is the passion when you need it the most..|dunno..dont ask me ?!|
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You see what you like
And how does it feel, one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day..|whuaaa….my usuaL bad-day|

-ga peNting Sieh…mohoN diaBaiKan saJaH pak/Bu-

i am a star..
in my own sky..
shining onLy to Them who see Me…
and i will never be a moon…
in somebody else’s sky…

*halah2…ya iya lah..
stupid MoRon!!! dasar cHuLe!!
ga PenTing BangeT
GiLak.. gw mentoq abiss neh…!!
-my another midnight moment -

DeaR GoD…
ToDay i Lied…
a VeRy veRy PainFuLL LiEd…
iF whiTe-Lies DO exist…
PleaSe CounT iT as aNoTher My wHiTe-Lies

TerNyaTa HiDuP itu Bener2 BerPuTar..
as circle as a wheel..
24/7…repeated it-self
without knowing what will happen 2morrow
but Soon u’LL know…
U’ve Been Passed this RoaD BeFoRe..
n sTiLL… u felt The saMe…

weLl..i DO ashame…
sTanDing on the same PatHway More Than Twice..
FeeLing The same waY..
BeAten uP by LiFe again n again..
is This Kind Of LiFe should i Live ?
HoPefully NOT…
Cause I BelieVe in You GOd …

wHy can’t I be StRonG like others ?
sTanD up n SPeak Out LouD
for wHaT i FeeL…
for wHaT i ThiNK…
and For What i BelieVed…
NOT BeLIeVing for wHat i Think I SHOULD believed
and NOT RuNin’ away and HiDe..
AgaIn !

-i just Made My SeLf BroKeN eVen MOre-

.: CrEaTed by one Desperate liFe :.
   on another ordinary midnight
   accompanied by thousands of stars in da’ sky 
   on JuNe 2006…